September 17, 2010

Suicidal, Again

So here I sit.  
Hot tears streaming down my face.  
My throat raw with the need to scream.
Muscles quivering with unspent anger.

I feel like a caged beast too long tormented.  
I want to bleed.  
I want to show the pain I carry.

The phone rings, buzzing insistently.  
The first shriek tears itself loose from the handset.  
My breath catches, my heart jumps into overdrive.  

I try to unscramble the jumble of anger laden words.
She is having trouble with them again.
I hear their childish wails in the background, 
Strident and pained, upset and hurt.

She is screaming again, the words lost in the emotional battering I feel.
What should she do?  She demands I tell her.
I back down, no yelling, maybe I can diffuse this, 

this time...

What did I do?  I tell her what I do.
She shrills again that I don't understand...
Nothing I am saying is being heard,
Nothing I do is getting noticed.

I hang up.  It rings again...
Dare I pick it up?  Ask for an apology?
Done.  And Done.    Silence.  Nothing...
I guess I'm not worth apologizing to, in her mind.
I hang up.


A moment.

That damn phone will kill me soon.
I answer again (why can't I leave it ring?)
Tears start anew, the hot painful burning in my throat,
I need to rage, I feel the beast begging to be let free.
I dare not free the monster.  But she pushes, accusing now,

Saying hurtful things,
That I don't care.
That I don't love her.
That I'm not ever there for them...

Tears...

More tears...

Goodbye world...

September 06, 2010

An Update

Hello anybody who might be hopefully following this little corner of the Net'Verse.

I must apologize for my absence from these forums, but I've been busy.  First, it's summer, so there's an insane amount physically demanding tasks that take up large amounts of time, meaning less time to create and write.  Second, the last three things I've written are unsuitable for a general audience so I can't in good conscience post them here.
Third, I've been working on a project for an actual company, which takes precedence over simply puttering around with words for my own entertainment.  *sigh* such is life however.  I'll try to get back to this as soon as I can.

Daniel O Casey.

July 27, 2010

One Woman's Satisfaction

(A Flash Fiction Contest Entry, once again I didn't win, but I do like this one.)


She was flushed, hot with anticipation.  This secret tryst had been a long time coming, and everything had to be just right.

The windows were slightly open, the scents of fresh hay mingling with the vanilla and lavender from the candle.

The deep red sheets trimmed in gold were turned down ever so perfectly.  The pillows with their scented feathers propped up perfectly, she surveyed it all with a look of satisfaction.  Months of planning so they could be together would come to a climax tonight.  He'd sacrificed everything to be with her tonight; there was no going back.

Tires crunch on the gravel outside, his car almost silent as he arrives. Her heart skips a beat; soon he would be here.  She cautiously slips herself under the silk sheets, artfully draping them so his imagination would have to do all the work.

There.  She saw the knob turn.  Her heart speeds up, thundering in her breast, her breathing  becomes shallow as she watches the door ease open.

“Sarah? My heart?”  He peers into the candlelit room.

“Over here darling.”  Her husky voice is throaty, breathless.

Finally he sees her.  With a grin he steps closer, swiftly removing his clothing, slipping under the sheets with her.

He feels her jeans against his leg, and then the cold point of the knife as she slips it between his ribs twisting it as he gasps.

His pain and confusion show on his face.

“Remember I said you'd pay for leaving me for her?"  She slides out of the bed, surveying the room one last time.  Certain that nothing will lead back to her, she walks out leaving the cooling corpse behind her.

July 24, 2010

Flash Fiction - Flying with the Gods of Torque

Flying with the Gods of Torque
Flash Fiction ( 281 words)

The sun gleamed off her dark golden hair. It reminded him of the color of ripe wheat in the fields back home where he practiced.  Sweating and cursing inside his racing leathers, Jake waited impatiently for Kellie to be finished with the tweaks and get him back on the track.  His competitors were thundering past eating up his two lap lead.

"What's the problem, this should have been a gas an go!"  He snarled.

"Throttle link was stripped you ham handed ogre." Pulling herself up from the ground, she continued,  "That should hold, but no more snapping it to the stops."

She reached across the bike and hit the starter switch, the throaty KLX140 roared to life, black smoke pouring out the exhaust pipe.

"Kellie?  What'd you do to my baby?"

"Relax ya ninny.  That's just unburnt fuel.  I've tightened up the air-screw to lower your torque point, now get out there and fly boy."

With that she slapped his helmet back down on his head and stepped back.

Grinning maniacally, Jake swung a leg over the saddle, gripped the handlebars and roared out of the pit spraying gravel. Powering up the first slope, he held steady and flew high, clearing the second and touching down on the third, disappearing below the crest to power through the banked turn.

Kellie watched him fly. Her heart felt light as she watched him dance with the gods of torque, defying gravity and paying homage to the almighty horsepower.  Grinning foolishly herself, she shook her head and muttered, "He's going to break that bike again before the day is through, but that's why we're such a good team.

A New Direction - Flash Fiction

A New Direction
Flash Fiction (280 Words)
Jerking awake, Jake felt the whole sailboat roll to port as a massive incoming swell lifted the wooden vessel over thirty feet straight up, the bow dipping briefly then recovering as the strain on the anchor chain caused it to snap clean off. The sound of the tortured metal apparently summoning a fog and rain on the instant.

"What is going on?" He wondered aloud as he struggled to regain control of the vessel they had anchored in Nanoose Bay the night before.  The cloud cover had settled in last night, but there were no major storms or anything predicted.  As he fired up the motor to bring the old boat back under control, he glanced down at the compass, noting that it was spinning first clockwise then counterclockwise.  Completely useless.

Figuring that they had anchored facing out of the bay, he kept an eye on the depth-sounder and steered Pandora's Slipper towards the open water of the Straight of Georgia.  

Praying that he remembered correctly, and that he hadn't been turned around in the chaos, he locked the wheel on course and set about dogging everything tight on the boat, trying to keep as much of the rain out as possible.

Hours and miles later, soaked and tired, he saw the sails of his schooner start to shift from gray to blue as the sun cleared the horizon, illuminating the purple depths of the ocean around him and the blackened mountain ranges.  The sky was a dirty sulfurous yellow, and the smell of charred timber drifted on the wind.

Going below to wake Katelyn he said to her, "I think we have a problem, nothing seems right this morning..." 

Frozen In History - Short fiction

Frozen In History
(995 words)

As he drove the ice pick deep into the caves vertical face, hanging from the slenderest of lines, Aaron thought back on how he ended up here on his honeymoon.  His shy and retiring bride had turned out to be not quite so retiring as she would have everyone think.

Aaron had set up a relaxing tour of Greece and the surrounding islands, but as they were getting ready to depart, she had made some last minute changes to the tickets and apparently everything else.  Not knowing this, he had gotten on the plane with her, expecting to head to the sunny islands.  When he stepped off onto the frozen pavement of Iceland, and was met by a guy with a land-rover instead of the shuttle to the resort that he had booked, he started to realize something was wrong.

She had changed their plans without telling him.  The were going on an ice-cave exploration trip.

"Hey!"  A voice from below echoed up through the cavern, "keep it moving or we'll never get there."

Aaron, shaken out of his reverie, glanced down sheepishly and started his descent once more.

* * *

Selene looked up as Aaron dropped the last few feet to the floor of the cavern, "What happened up there?  You seemed to be stuck half way down the wall."

"Just marveling at the nature of fate, the odds of chance, that kind of stuff."  Aaron looked down at his feet, then turned to face the pack he had dropped.  Pulling out the gear needed for a quick snack, he set about making tea for everyone.

Jordan, the short swarthy dark haired guide to this expedition cleared his throat.  "Such delays are common in first time explorers," he explained to Selene, "the location will do that to a person of deep spirit.  A sympathetic resonance will be struck between the explorer and the environment."

Selene looked quizzically at Jordan, then appraising at Aaron.  She had never thought of him as having a deep spirit.  His wiry athletic frame, topped with a shock of red-blond hair, did not lead one to think of him as deep.  He was always flitting from point to point like a demented hummingbird after all..

Sighing to herself, she began pitching camp for the night as she considered the situation she found herself in.  The change was exciting, the challenge of ice-cave exploration was much better than laying on a beach, but the emotional journey they had been on was one heck of a roller-coaster ride.  As she struggled with the last of the tents, she thought to herself, at least if we make it through the honeymoon together the next couple of years shouldn't be too much trouble.

* * *

The trio had broken camp almost silently, nobody willing to disturb the sanctity of the silence in the cavern.  The only constant sounds were those of dripping water, and somewhere far off was a waterfall thundering through the confining restraints of the cavern.

Jordan coughed apologetically to break the silence, then he asked, "Are we ok for continuing today, or 
will you want to return to the surface now?"

"Is there any reason to go back up yet?"  Selene's voice hovered between concern and excitement.

"No, not yet. There are no signs of problems.  We will need to be careful when heading into the newly opened cavern that I told you about yesterday.  The unknown will kill faster than anything else this far below the surface."

Aaron looked up from tying his boots, this whole trip had been one stretch after another.  Selene hadn't told him anything about exploring uncharted caverns.  To Selene's eyes, Aaron looked nervous, but didn't appear to be willing to back down in front of his new bride.  She made a mental note to _reward him_ later on in camp tonight.

"So we're going to scout the new cavern today, then tomorrow morning we have to start making our way back up to be in time for the pick-up schedule, right?"  Clarifying the time-frame, for both herself and Aaron, Selene tried to put a positive spin things.

Aaron perked right up at this.  "Alright, so we go do some looking around, then it's a matter of getting back to civilization tomorrow.  We're ready to go."

Jordan just shook his head, "Alright, let's move out."

* * *

Aaron, subdued by the sheer space they were entering, focused on the enticing way Selene was swinging her hips as she hiked along after Jordan.

Dropping the three hundred feet to the floor of the newly opened cavern hadn't been tricky at all, just a standard rope drop down the ledges.  But now they had been walking for a couple of hours, and it felt for all the world like they were walking through a city made of ice.  The stalagmites were oddly squared off, with straight sides and fluted tops.  The paths between them were more often than not straight, coming together at right angles.

As they made their way towards one particularly large and imposing edifice,Aaron thought he saw something through the ice, a frozen fish or something.

Suddenly the whole front face of the structure of ice cracked sharply, sheets of ice flowing off the underlying rock.  They were faced with the front stairs of what looked like a building made of cut stone.  Emblazoned across the lintel above the arched doors was a foreign term.

Aaron had stopped, along with the other two, as the ice started moving.  Stunned, he managed to find his voice, "The images I've been seeing through in ice, those carvings on the door, the artistic cut of the stones, could we have found...?"

Jordan, practical as always, made a questioning affirmative sound.

Aaron looked at Selene to finish his thoughts, and she didn't fail him.

"Aaron, I think we just stumbled on Atlantis."

Choices of a Darker Spirit - Short Fiction

Choices and motivations of a darker weaker spirit
July 20th entry for the Writer's Cramp  (874 words)

He picked up the rattan sword, hefting it easily in his left hand.  The training grounds where he was meeting his contact were dusty and windswept, the sun-baked Texas clay almost as hard as the concrete of the buildings it surrounded.

Dave had asked him to be here at nine in the morning, suggested that he couldn't afford to pass up the opportunity he would be presented with.  As he idly swung the crafted and balanced rattan back and forth, Marcus wondered where Dave had gotten himself off to now.  He recalled with some irony that Dave was never on time, and nine in the morning could mean eleven by the time he showed up.

Shrugging, Marcus decided to make the most of his time here.  The rattan sword wasn't the staff  he was used to for his training, but it would do in a pinch.  Taking a deep, lung clearing breath, Marcus dropped into his opening stance and began.  Flowing from one set to the next, he spent most of an hour just exercising.  

Off in the distance Marcus noted a plume of dust, whatever was causing it was getting closer.  Standing up straight, and putting the rattan back where he found it, he settled in to wait.  The dry air quickly drying his sweat stained shirt.

Sure enough, Marcus noted, it was Dave, just over an hour late.  He noted Dave was making some indifferent excuse for the time and everything.  Not paying much attention to this, Marcus just let it pass, and got right down to business.

"Why in the hell did you ask me here Dave?"

"As I said, I have an opportunity for you, but it's your choice.  No pressure."

"And?"  Marcus hated having to drag the conversation from anybody, let alone someone as smug as Dave.

"And here's the good part.  If you and I can drive this truck across the border, straight into Canada at one of the flatland border crossings, then we can each make twenty thousand dollars."  Dave dropped the whole thing on Marcus at one pass.  That fact in itself, thought Marcus, was significant.  Dave only did that when he was so excited he was about to burst.

"What's the catch?"  

"No catch, well, alright, one catch.  the truck is loaded with contraband."  Dave was positively jittery by this point.

Marcus, never one to take things quickly, paused for a moment.  After considering the situation from all angles, he decided to go ahead and help.  

"One question first, what kind of contraband?" Marcus was adamant about the information, without it he wasn't going.
"Cash." the word echoed in the empty space between them before Dave continued.  "Every so often money get's discarded, and it is shipped by the banks, back to government for disposal.  The guys that contacted me to drive the truck managed to,  umm, redirect this discarded currency into their own keeping."

"Alright.  We get the truck, we drive to Canada, where we meet the original perpetrators and give them back the money."

Dave looked up from his study of the truck's hood.  "Yep.  Unless you're not up to the challenge of driving for a day or two."

* * *

Two days later, north of the 49th parallel.  

* * *

Marcus looked over at Dave.  It was about sunrise, they had just filled up again and were back on the road for the morning stretch.  Two hours north and west would see them in Sedley Saskatchewan, just south and east of Regina.

They were supposed to meet their contacts at around noon, at the intersection provincial highway 33 and highway 620.

As Dave drifted off to sleep for the duration of the next leg of the trip, Marcus started thinking.

* * *

Two hours later Dave awoke with a start when Marcus prodded him with the sharp end of the hunting knife.  The truck was sitting on the side of Highway 13, they were facing west.  Marcus indicated the sign ahead of them that showed the distances to the next three towns, and then pointed to the barely visible roofs of the town they had just passed through.

"Twenty-four hours ago, in the middle of Texas, you challenged me to run to Canada in this truck with you.  We're here, I did my challenge, so it seems to me you have a choice to make here old friend.  See, near as I can make out, this truck is holding somewhere on the order of three or four million dollars in unmarked untraceable US currency.  Now I can go and drop this off like we were supposed to do, but that's two hours east of us right now and it'd be a hard drive to make it there on time.  Or I can keep driving, and settle down nice and cozy in Alaska somewhere.  The choice you have to make is whether you prefer another three day's driving, or if you'd rather walk back to Ogema, and then explain what an American is doing stranded in Ogema, without going into why or how you got there and what we were doing driving this truck in the first place."

Timing is Everything - He wanted out, but was it too late?

Timing is Everything
Flash Fiction(296 words)

As I shifted the the old freight-liner down into first gear, pulling off for fuel, I wondered again what could be so valuable?  Posting an armed guard inside the trailer broke more rules than I could count.  This contract trucking business meant some odd contracts, but this one was by far the strangest I'd had yet.

"Fred, we need to find us a stable company to subcontract for." I said to my dog in the jump seat.

Shutting the old truck down, I started the pumps.  Thinking of the "passenger" in back, I hammered on the rig, hollering to see if he wanted anything.

He didn't answer.

Guessing he didn't hear me, I moved to the back of the trailer.  Flipping up the locks and swinging wide the door, I was overwhelmed; it smelled like somebody had died in there.

Hollering again, "Hey, you ok?  Can I get you something from the gas bar?"

Still no answer.

Fred had jumped down from the passenger seat and wandered over to see what I was up to.  As he joined me he bristled, growling menacingly.

Something was wrong.  I sighed, and pulling out my Maglite I jumped up into the trailer.

The blood was the first thing I saw.  Then the body that it had come from.  The last time I saw that body, it was alive.

I turned away in horror.  When I could speak again, I looked at Fred and asked, "Damn Fred, do you know what this means?"

Fred just looked on as the pumps kicked out.  Shutting up the trailer, and charging the fuel, I mounted up and we hit the road, I really had to get out of this business.  I just hope I'm not too late. 

Stung Awake - Swarmed by bees, he survives, but awakes with new abilities

Stung Awake

He could feel the ground, hard and cold beneath his back.  He was confused, wondering why he was on the ground at all.  The last thing he could remember was being up on the roof, he was pulling sheet metal off to replace it, and the last sheet he had pulled up, right at the edge of the roof, was hiding a beehive in the trim.  He grunted the sequence of events came back to him.  He had pulled up the sheet metal and the upset bees had swarmed him, he remembered getting stung, face, hands, neck, twenty or thirty stings in all.  He must have fallen off the roof, nothing felt broken, but his face felt puffy, his lips were swollen, he couldn't open his eyes.  He realized he was having trouble breathing.  The cool mountain air moving in a breeze across his face, he needed to open his mouth and draw it in deep to his lungs.  He couldn't manage to get his breathing to work right, too shallow, not enough air deep enough.

PAIN.

His leg felt like it had been broken, but it was alright just a minute ago. No it didn't feel broken, only punctured like something had stabbed through it.  He could feel his thoughts slowing down, it was getting harder and harder for him to think.  But he had been stabbed.  Who the hell had stabbed him he wondered.  He could still feel where the stab wound was, funny he couldn't feel the cool mountain breeze on his legs, he should be able to.

PAIN.

Detached, he wondered if he was ever going to get the chance to get even with the sadist that was stabbing him while he was laying here incapacitated.  He was starting to get angry now.  His thoughts didn't seem to be as sluggish anymore, in fact his mind was racing almost as fast as his heart seemed to be going.  A glimmer of light, he thought he might be able to open his eyes soon, and that insistent buzzing that had been blocking out sound to this point seemed to be lessening.

"Bill! Bill! Can you hear me, can you breath?"  Sasha's voice seemed to come from miles away, but he could just make out what she was saying.  

Bill tried to speak, to answer her, but all he managed was a croak.  He could feel the swelling going down now, even his breathing was improving.  But despite his best efforts, all he managed was an affirmative croak.

"Don't worry love, the ambulance is on it's way.  You're lucky that Jim from next door saw you fall, and that he had his bee sting kit with him."  Sasha's voice was clearer, now that the buzzing in Bill's ears was receding.   

He absently noted the receding buzzing, now if only there were something they could do about the headache.  It was like somebody had inflated his head to about four atmospheres and the pressure felt like it would bug his eyes out of their sockets.

Ah, there!  He managed to open his eyes and sure enough he could see his Sasha kneeling with a worried expression on her face.  He noticed the way her hair was drifting in the breeze, the gentle play of the sun and shadows across her brow.  He tried to reach up a hand and brush back the hair from her face, to reassure her that he was fine, that everything was alright.

His arm didn't move.  Or did it?  He could feel his body pressed against the ground, but he saw his hand move up and brush her hair back.  She had jumped when he touched her cheek, like something had startled her.  She never used to do that when he reached out to her.  

Bill was confused.  The puzzlement must have shown on his face, Sasha tried to explain what was going on as best she could.

"Bill, it looks like you got stung by a swarm of bees, you fell from the roof, and you swelling up from the allergic reaction.  Jim is allergic to bees so he knew what he was seeing when he found you.  Knowing that there was very little time, Jim hit you with his Epi-Pen, trying to avert your reaction.  I came out with a bee kit when I heard Jim yelling, and without asking Jim what he'd done, I hit you with our Epi-Pen."  Sasha ran out of breath at that point, and stopped talking.

Jim spoke up, "Two shots of adrenalin shouldn't hurt you, but the ambulance is going to take you to the hospital just to make sure you're alright."

Bill managed a ghost of a grin at this.  He tried again to reassure Sasha that it was all going to be alright, but all he manged to get out was a croak followed by a groan.  He went to push himself up off the ground, asking for water for his throat, but he felt a tearing sensation as he went to move his arms.  He stopped and settled back into the grass.  Trying again to raise his arm and reach out to Sasha he realized that he could in fact feel the grass on his fingertips while he was seeing what looked like his own arm reaching out to touch Sasha's shoulder.  Concentrating, he managed to pull his senses completely back into himself, where he was when he woke up.  Now...  If he could just manage it, yes, his real arm did move, and so did his ghost one.  He had somehow developed a set of mental muscles.  He'd read about such things in science fiction, being able to move things just by thinking about it.

He experimented.  Could he reach out his imaginary hand and squeeze Sasha's hand, yes!  She reacted to that.  Bill grinned as he considered the possibilities.

Less One Count

Less One Count
Flash Fiction (269 words) 


Angelina looked up from her morning tea,  "Phillip, what is it?  You look pale."

"I slept badly I'm afraid, today's hunt will have to be postponed."  Crown prince Phillip, replied.

"This is about that mercenary becoming a Count isn't it dear?"

Phillip looked at his consort, grateful for her blunt manners.  Again she had cut through the court's deceptive mannerisms to the truth.  "Yes dear.  Again, I just hate to think that anyone can manage to buy their way into royalty.  This kingdom has been struck low."

Angelina looked thoughtful for a few moments, then spoke.  "Word is that this newly bought count is fussing at trying fit in with his new status, he even hinted that he wouldn't dream of turning down an invitation to join one of the royal hunts."

"Are you mad?  Suggesting that such a one could truly join our exalted ranks?"

"Easy my prince, think of the potential.  Today you hunt the boar remember? Often a very dangerous activity."

A calculating look entered the prince's eyes.  He started to speak but stopped.  Finally he said, "He was a mercenary before, so there's no lack of courage, a couple of well  chosen words in his ear and we can train him up to respond like my brother's pet monkey.  I can get him to lead the hunt, in full view and record.  Nobody will suspect that the aim is to harm him."

Practicing his look of shock and mourning, the prince turned to Angelina  "Do I look upset at the tragic death of our newest noble?"

** written for Daily Flash Challenge July 17 2010 ***
Daniel O Casey

A Disclaimer before I start uploading things

Hi People.  If you like it here, great, if not tell me why, I'm only an e-mail away, and three words or three hundred, either will make my day.  *grin*

Contact me at the following e-mails, either one will work

daniel.o.casey@gmail.com
Andre.Nonymous.2009@gmail.com

I'll go update the sidebar in a minute.

Now, having said that, I've been thinking that this is a great place to put the things I write, they're also over at
http://Writing.Com/authors/danielocasey



But there's a chance that I"ll run out of space there, so....  they're here as well.  Yay.


Anyhow, I've been taking up flash and slightly longer challenges, both of which are fun, quick and easy to do.
The flip side is that each takes something out of a guy.  So in order to share and have something to show for this, I will be posting them here, as long as I don't intend to try to sell them to a publisher.  So first the good news.  I'm going to write, and much of it won't be intended or fit for publication, quick short stories, flash fiction, etc, etc.  Of the ones that will, I'll often just post a first part (first chapter or two maybe, and if you're really interested you can e-mail me for more, as long as I'm not bound by contract then you can usually see it)


Finally, I hope to have a moderate to significant piece or two up by the end of each week, just for you to read.  I can't guarantee it'll be a specific genre, or even a specific length, focus, etc.  I am still in the "I wonder what I'll write about next" stage of this game.  If I ever get good enough then I'll know what I like to do and what I can do.


Anyhow, this had gotten kinda long.


Until later.


DOC

July 11, 2010

A story that want's to be written

Hi all.  I was daydreaming the other day, and this story line somewhat came to me out of the clouds, literally.

There I was staring up at the clouds, thinking random thoughts (like meditation except that I am on my back staring straight up into the sky while the children gambol and caper around me in the yard.

I saw a cloud formation, somewhat like a fat horseshoe shape with a very bulgy middle (the front arc of the horseshoe) and then there was some wisps of cloud sort of closing in the open end of the horseshoe, and finally just beside the horseshoe shaped cloud was a thick black nimbus of a cloud (think donut shape, complete with hole in middle) just about touching, somewhat like two landmasses on either side of the straight's of Gibraltar.

This called to me, go figure.

A legend to frame the story.





A legend there is, 'tis said of a man.
Born of woman, without a mother
He shall see, as no other.
A sense of there but yet unseen,
He leads us down a path of green.


Awakening in a shrouded land,
To guide us through the tarnished bight,
And through the dark that is not night
Below the serpents of the sea,
Unto the Sea of Serenity

So there you have it.  that's the whole framework of the story, but I'm thinking that it's three or four twenty-thousand word stories long.

The first is escape for the brains and surviving value of society, they're being persecuted through the revolt, and have to escape to the mythical fortress of solitude.  (this is fairly straight-forward), As they go along, they gather the less selfish and corrupted of the population to the surviving asset base, and the whole thing looks like a travelling circus or an ancient caravan before they get half way there, at which point the main hero comes to the fore, with Cora the secondary hero as a reluctant second.  Cora has been tagging along as the helper to those who are actually trying to do the leading and escaping.  The Main hero is able to sense the copper deposits that are the basis of the ancient's magic (electrical transmission) and can follow the buried lines, but has no idea that's what he senses or feels, only that he's different that others.  The fortress of Solitude is wired for everything, so Hero can find it, but not with the whole of civilization behind him, so he takes the core leaders, and moves faster, with Cora's help of course, (romantic involvement between the thieving little city girl and the strapping completely honest never told a lie country boy?  could be fun, the conflict's they're thrown into meaning that each is uncomfortable with the needs of the situation as the situation demands, eventually they come to a resolution on the need for a grey zone in the universe.  for the first book they are just at odds with each other, no romance is in either's mind)

The second is to survive the environmental cataclysm, (Earthquakes leading to volcanic eruptions, cyclical, predictable, but the knowledge was hidden in the "fortress of solitude" so the coming of the cataclysm was forgotten, (it only comes around every twenty generations or so 1024 year cycle of the planet around the solar system, and the competing forces of the yellow primary and the red dwarf that circles the yellow primary (around Neptune's orbit in our solar system to our earth as the main planet and the yellow sun as primary).  The antagonist in this case is going to help lead the refugees to the secured bunkers that were detailed in the fortress's archives.
In this second book, the city girl (Cora) is falling for a member of the guard unit, who unfortunately turns out to be one of the reluctant helpers, who is going to go back on the escape plan, trying to sabotage the whole situation.  Needless to say, that get's cleared up at the 90% mark, and the Hero is the one who pulls it all together in the end, against the odds, and against the inertia of the whole of the civilization. naturally Cora is seeing him in a new light, and will try to "catch his eye" but he's kinda dense.

The third book is to escape from an increasingly problematic safe haven, (it's falling apart around them) and to get to the sea of bliss, the mythical seat of civilization, and to start to rebuild what's left of the whole civilization, it's their god given duty to restore things to a working whole and put in place the securities for the next cataclysm so that society doesn't crash down around them and all get lost next time this happens.  Maybe setting up a ritual process of the safety measures, so that it's not all lost next time around.
It's the Hero's turn to start falling, this time for one of the lesser nobility of the survivors, nothing serious, but since there's no keys or actual nobility, and the girl he's falling for is turning out to be key in the figuring out of what's happening, she know's he's interested, and will play along, but she's not really interested, Truth be told she's more interested in Cora...  but then that's preference for you.
Anyhow, eventually this comes out and Hero let's go of his hopes on her when she ends up martyring herself to save the rest of them since she can never be truly happy alone and to follow her heart and desire will brand her as one kind of heretic according to popular view, (one is needed to go back and drop the sequence (she dies at about 55-60% of the story).  Then things move forward, and the usual pitfalls and issues come up to be overcome through the rest of the story, while the popular culture disintegrates around the fleeing people.  the taboo on same sex union or coupling is dropped, the sanctity of marriage is preserved, children are cherished throughout the remaining society, and concept of need v.s. desire, the problems of position/priveledge/and power are ironed out completely.  leadership is through random selection of a panel and aptitude assessments after that for the filling of leadership positions.

So there's the rough outline.  took me about half an hour to type it all out.  *sigh*( wonder how long it'll take to put it all in books.

I guess I might end up leaving this until the NaNoWriMo thing, that'd be a good time to put it all together.

Until later.

Daniel Casey.

June 30, 2010

Paradigm Shift

I know it's been done, maybe to death as a sci-fi thing.  But what about a character focused take on it?

What would humanity look like to an outside race?  We look at other cultures like they're some form of alien creation rather than a divergent track of evolution.  So, thinking further afield than that, what would we look like to an alien species?

First, what would we focus on? the culture is going to go right over the heads of most of any external viewers, it'll all just look insane.  But how about the larger issues?  Oh, and why should it matter?  Damn, now I have another story line I need to shelf and come back to.

One story at a time.

I'll get back to work here.

Daniel.

June 29, 2010

A humbling point has been made.

In the interests of complete honesty, I have cross posted this on both blogs, here and here, because I put it up on the writing site, then felt that it might be better situated on the how to deal with life side of my whining.  Back to the actual typing now.

Ok, wow.

I was just thinking lately about what I was feeling and how overwhelming life has been of late.
Then I read this post. Humbling. I'll just shut my whiney-butted self down and get to work.  Sometimes I need an external view point showing that I'm not the only one in the boat I'm trying to sink.
Thanks Rowena.

http://madgeniusclub.blogspot.com/2010/06/warning-whinge-post.html


Humbling. I'll just sit my whiney-butted self down and get to work.  Sometimes I need an external view point showing that I'm not the only one in the boat I'm trying to sink.

Six kids and chaos, and they've still not let her alone to write "uninterrupted"  *sigh*  guess I'm being unrealistic in asking my two to leave me alone more.

I could go on and on about the meaning of life, supportive partners, troublesome teens, etc, etc, etc, but it all really boils down to me and my choices doesn't it.

I choose to stay up too late, work too much, then have to take care of the things that go bump (or more often, WHAAAAA!) in the night, so that I don't get enough sleep and then I lose out.  I'm aiming for big things, but that's not going to happen, hours of uninterrupted time, yeah...  in my dreams, literally.

How about this tactic.  I go to bed on time at night, and get up with the sun in the morning, work then?  That sounds more manageable, and hey, I might even get more good work done, maybe.


Anyhow, with six stories on the build, wasting time rambling around on a blog site is really wasted time if I'm learning anything.

Later.

Daniel






June 22, 2010

Huh. Well, that didn't work out as well as I'd hoped

The title sums it all up.

I feel like a handfull of darts that were thrown off a cliff, I'm fracturing and heading off in too many directions all at one time.

I posted the other day about trying to re-dedicate myself to a goal or two, and since then I've been scattering worse than a handful of marbles in a skateboard pool.

I wanted to focus on writing, but all I'm doing is reading about writing, and not even really helpful stuff, but more like blogs and other things that while entertaining, are hardly useful for the actual act of writing.

So, in an effort to actually get things back on track, I'm cutting down the readling list to two blogs that I find highly entertaining, the first is here,

http://madgeniusclub.blogspot.com/

and the second is here

http://blog.bookviewcafe.com/

There are also other places that I will go if I need to find things out, liek submission rules and such, but in the main, reading blogs is out.  I have things to write, stuff to do and a family and a job both of which are more in need of my time than self-ammusement on the internet.

And on that note, Later.

Dan.

June 07, 2010

Awakening, Clarification, and Re-dedication.

Well, the trip to Vancouver wasn't as productive as I thought it might be, seeing as how I was suddenly riding herd on the bulk of the boys on the trip, and the simple nature of the beast is that I was the driver, the one in charge, the navigator and one of only two men in the whole sequence of things that was willing to go.

So, in short, not a blessed moment to write.

I made a choice to try for 2500 words per day, and at my current rate of typing, I'm now about 17,500 behind, or will be by the end of tonight.

Oh, and because I'm too tired and lazy to count them all out, I'm having to type them.

So, to recap, the objective is 2500 typed words per day, of whatever format.  Some day's I'll do better, other day's will be a push to simply catch up on what I've missed.  But the ever present push and counter will keep me writing.. I really want this to happen, and I dont' know any better way to do that than to type, and type, and type..  you get the idea.

Some ground rules,
Anything I type for work doesn't count, no matter what.

Anything I put up on a blog for technical support or something (Sometimes I _do_ give back to the tech forums) doesn't count.

Instant Messaging doesn't count

Any replies to other's blogs or online forums doesn't count.

Having given the general idea, now for what will count.

Things like this post will count, original writing, posted or not will count, scripts, commentary on life, etc, etc.

To count, the words must be part of an original creation, or an addition to an original creation, not just the chaff of life.

Now, having said that, I have to get back to work, showed up late, leaving early, you know the story.

Later
Andre.

May 31, 2010

Joe's Enlightenment

Dust. Mud or dust. The only two things in this damned country. That and cows. God I wish I had never agreed with Carol to move out here for the baby. The house on the hill, and the countryside is a good thing, it's much better than the cramped quarters we had in the city back east. But, damnit I miss the life, the energy, the excitement. It's boring here. Yesterday I got up and walked the dusty street to the bank to work. Today I get up, walk the dusty street to the bank. And tomorrow I'll get up and walk the dusty street to the bank to work. It's enough to kill a man's soul. There's nothing going on.

Lost in these thoughts, I almost walked into the town's sheriff.

“Morning John, something bothering you today?”

“Huh? Oh g'day sheriff.”

“You almost walked into me John, that's not like you. Something wrong?”

“Not really, just missing my old life; the action, the nightlife, the city.”

“I see, trouble adjusting to the lifestyle.”

I looked up at the sheriff's sharp assessment, thinking about what he had said. I found myself unconsciously nodding my head in agreement.

“Well John, I know it's not what you're used to, but we're glad you're here anyhow.” With that I watched the Sheriff turned and crossed the dusty sleepy street to the jailhouse where his office was.

I continued my silent mental tirade as I continued to the bank, where I would sit handle other peoples money and problems all day long.

* * *

Earl's in already, at least I'll have somebody to talk to this morning.
I walked through the main lobby, dropping my hat carelessly onto a chari before checking over the safe and the teller windows. A voice sounded from the back room,

“That you John?”

'Yeah, how're you doin' Earl?”

“Not bad, Jinny filled me up good this morning, bacon and the works. Lord but that woman can cook.”

As I stepped through to the back office where the main safe was kept, I saw Earl tallying up the previous days railway deposit from train before we shipped it out this afternoon on the separate coaches for ranches and smaller towns that didn't have a rail line through them.

“Earl, looks like you're having a good time, did you want me to get you a coffee?”

“Sure thing, I'm just about done here, then I'll lock it back in the safe and we can get on with the day.”

I winced as I considered just what that meant.  I moved to fill two coffee cups from the pot on the woodstove, another day in the bank watching the dust settle

As I reached out for coffee pot on the stove there was a sound in the front room, a couple of rowdy boys.

Odd, people around here don't usually sound like that this early in the day, I thought as I turned away from the stove to see what was happening. As I turned, I saw Earl disappear through the door to the front room.

“No funny stuff, open the safe and we don't shoot you old man!” My head jolted up and my senses became acutely alert as the harsh words came through the open door. I could hear Earl's sigh and a slight whimpering sound that I could only guess came from the elderly bank manager.

Trying to be as silent as possible, I shifted my weight, leaning so that I could see something through the door. The dry dusty air tickled my nose and I had to fight down a sudden urge to sneeze.

I could hear Earl fumbling with the combination lock on the smaller front room safe, and hoping that Earl had the two men's undivided attention I risked shifting my feet ever so slightly. Ah.. there. I could see both of them, standing at the open business desk beside the teller windows. With the office at the side of the building, I was behind and to the right of both the bandits. I could just see Earl's head above the desktop as he bent to try the safe again.

The two bandits were armed, the taller one with a shotgun, and the shorter one that appeared to be in charge was holding a revolver.

Suddenly the old farmiliar adrenaline kicked in, it was like I was back on the street in good old New York city. Could I get them disabled before one of them got off a shot? The safest course of action would be to sneak out the back and round up the sherrif, but as my wife always told me, I was never one for the smartest or safest option.

Again, could I do this without endangering Earl? I didn't have a gun on me, the only one we had in the bank was secured under the counter at the far side of the building.. what could I use?

There! That will work... I snatched up the slight iron signpost that I was supposed to be rehanging later on today, it was about five feet in lenght, and about fifteen pounds all told.

Now, how best to do this? The shotgun is far more dangerous in these confines.. I'll have to take him down first..

Matching thought to sequence, I rapidly took the two steps from the door to the counter, swinging the iron bar in a short arc, straight into the shotgun holder's forearm, hearing the bone spinter with a wet squishy sound, and once the first bandit's arm had absorbed all the momentum of the inital swing, I reversed the iron bar's trajectory and brought it around in a three-quarter circle, connecting with the short ribs of the second gunman while he was still registering my appearance from the back office.

In just under five seconds, both men were injured, I had clamped my hand over the revolver and snatched it out of the second bandit's hand as I connected the iron bar with his ribs, while the first bandit was howling in pain at his newly broken forearn, the shotgun dropped and all but forgotten.

Earl, quick to capitalize on the change in fortunes, took the chance to snatch the shotgun from where it had landed on the floor, reversing it to cover both the bandits as he hollered out the front door of the bank for somebody to fetch the sheriff.

* * *

“That was quick work there John,” the sherrif commented shrewdly, “almost looked like you had done this sort of thing before.”

“Yes and no sheriff, I used to be on the police force back in New York, but not anything like this. Mainly we did patrols and occasionally had to deal with some small gang fights.”

“Would you ever consider taking up the old trade?”

Earl butted his way in at this point, ignoring my existence entirely. “ Sheriff, I want him here, where he can do the most good.”

“I know that's how you feel Earl, but I have to ask him directly, not you.”

Earl turned to me at this point, “I know you think it's boring out here, and that there is little or no excitement in our lives, but this kind of thing happens at least every couple of months, that's why I was so happy to have you here in the first place, and besides, you can always help out the sherrif on the slow days around here.”

I found myself grinning as the adrenaline let-down left me relaxed and restless. Normally I would be twitchy, but for some reason, I think I understand why a middle aged ex-cop looking to have children and settle down, could do worse than to work in a small western frontier bank.

Looking back and forth from Earl to the Sherrif, I came to a realization that peace and quiet wasn't such a bad thing, as long as there was some excitement to be had occasionally.

“Don't worry Earl, I'm not going anywhere.” As I said this, I shifted my weight in the chair and took another drink of the harsh black coffee that was such a part of the atmosphere around here as the mud and the smell of dusty cattle.

I don't think I'll let her know it just yet, but I guess Carol knew me, and knew what we needed better than I did in choosing this godforsaken country. I guess I really don't regret agreeing with here to move out here for the baby.

* * * * * * * *

Author's comments - I know this is almost a week late, so sue me, I've got kids and all kinds of other crap to deal with.  But the truth is that I had to fight like heck to take this out of third person and put it into first person.  That's what took so much time, how to get the sense to gel in first person.  Secondly, I just didn't have the time to do this kind of stuff.  The main idea of the story was to show a man faced with a compromise in life for his family, coming to accept and even appreciate the compromise, rather than resenting it.  A nebulous thought to base a story on, but you should see the plot structures of the novel's I'm planning, such things as the emptyness of space and how it fills up a man, giving him a reason for acceptance.  That kind of stuff.

Andre.

May 18, 2010

It's all about happiness

“Commander, there seems to be a problem”

This blunt statement interrupted my pleasant reverie of last night's entertainment. “Joe? We've been on this crate together for your entire adult life, can't you relax the formality just a little? My name is Sam.”

“Yes comm..., sorry, Sam.” came the reply from inside the headset of my science officer.

Don't get me wrong, Joe is a good enough cat, but he tends towards the formal slant, and it does get on one's nerves after a while. Oh, there he goes, shifting around again, the poor guy needs to learn how to use his periphial vision, it would save him sore necks.

“Joe? There was a problem?” I thought that it would be prudent to remind him of his original statement.

“Problem? Oh, right. We're running out of fuel. There's no way we will ever make that dual star configeration we were headed for without resupplying somewhere.”

I sighed as I heard this; Joe was always so dramatic. Despite our mandate to explore the dual star system, we always needed to stop, refuel and resupply somewhere before we can continue. There must be some species somewhere that we can use.

As I looked over the sensors at the planetary system we were approaching, I had to flick my ears in frustration. What a horrid little system. There were only one or two major bodies, a dull yellowed little sun, and lots of hardened cold little rock systems farther out from the two bigger gaseous ones.

Muttering to myself, I considered the idea that the whole crew was going to be upset about this stopover. Well, best get the formalities over with.

"This is First Commander, Delta Pride, your leader. We are running low on fuel and must stop in the star system we're approaching, we will be dropping from trans-leap at the end of this cycle, at that point every able body is summoned to the Agridome for a briefing."

The muttering starts as I switch the announcement system off. I can hear the worried grumbling rumbling through the massive ship as the crew members start fidgeting. The steel frames of the spaceborn vessel shift and start to vibrate as the preparations for a transition back to normal space begin. It's as though the ship herself is purring to calm us all down.

* * *

“Run the scans Joe, is everybody headed to the AgriDome?”
“Yes Commander” I heard Joe's reply, his clipped tone indicating a level of distraction I could not define.

“Joe, enough with the commander crap” I followed this with a growl low in my throat to make my point.

“Huh? What?” Joe seemed flustered for a moment. “Oh, sorry Sam, distracted; there seems to be nothing on any of these planets. I'm worried that we might have to revert to the standby of generating our own fuel.”

“That's a chance we'll have to take,” I paused while I stared at the displays showing the local star system, “but it's not like we have a choice, we have to refuel or we'll be stuck between stars where we can't downshift to take on more fuel. Remember what happened to Beta Pride? They never came back to normal space when this happened to them.”

“Right, it's now or never. Guess I'll start scanning for sentience, or at least somewhere warm that we can recoup and recover while we refuel.” Joe turned away, effectively ending the conversation as he donned the headset and reconnected with the scanning systems.

* * *

Standing on the mount before the assembled crew, I slowly stretched out from nose to tail, in full view of all assembled, then I began.

“I am pleased that you consented to this gathering, I assume everyone received their personal collectors as they arrived?” A gentle jingling of metal tags on collars was the reply as I paused to assess the mass of furry crew members.

“I have some good news for you all. There is a single planet in this system that has sentient life on it, they are bipedal and have no significant personal defences.” I paused as the positive emotional response rolled across the collective mental link.

“The second part of this good news is that we can trigger the positive energy needed to fill our collectors and get these aliens to give us all the fuel we need to completely refill the ships holds.” The wave of positive response across the communal line was almost euphoric.
I continued, “All we have to do is make physical contact with these aliens, snuggle up close to them, and start our own healing cycle, purring for all we're worth. This will result in a reciprocal action from thealiens, thus filling your collectors. Now, go and make these aliens happy.”

I left the speech where it lay and moved off the mount, heading back to the command deck.

* * *

“One of your better landings Joe.”

“Thanks Sam,” Joe looked pleased at my compliment, “I better go get my collectors and head out. The ghost crew take care of our ship until we get back.”

I watched Joe as he bounded out the hatch, off to explore this warm blue and green planet, I envied him his freedom as I was only going to be able to head out for a cycle or so before I was needed back here to direct the flow of energy back to the holding tanks.

* * * One week later * * *

"Well, Joe? Did you enjoy your shore leave?" Naturally I was addressing the other feline's back, as his head was immersed in the sensor readout array.

His answer, muffled as usual, basically sounded affirmative. I turned back to the macro-screens, watching as the little blue green marble of a planet receeded into the distance. Noticing the impending trans-leap line approacting just past that big ringed red planet, I sighed. The details of being Commander were getting tiring, maybe it was time to revert to my previous post of Medical Tech and let somebody else try to run things for a while.

"This is First Commander, Delta Pride. We will be engaging trans-leap in seven minutes, we're full up and on the way out. Brace yourselves until trans-leap's engaged and then it's a couple hundred cycles until we get to the twin stars that were our destination. It's good to have you all back. Alpha Delta out.” I snapped off the communication system and slumped back onto the command couch.

“Joe, can you keep an eye on things for a bit, I am going to catch a quick cat nap.”

Not waiting for a reply I closed my eyes, tucked my nose under my tail and let the exhaustion claim me.

* * *

“Aya Fisk reporting live from the scene of the recent upheaval. Some are calling this a divine intervention, others an extra-terrestrial preliminary assessment, and still others are claiming this is the beginning of the end predicted in so many religions. Being objective I will not endorse any of those views. What I can say is that the spherical ship touched down just outside the historical city of Jerusalem, and millions of what appeared to be housecats flooded out of the ship. They commenced climbing up on anyone they could find and simply purring for hours at a time.
The unexpected side effect of this is that for the first time in decades there is absolutely no conflict in this recently war torn middle-eastern region. Even the Gaza Strip is silent as people wander around with grins on their faces. Then, after about a week of this behaviour by the alien cats, they all simply swarmed back into their ship and it floated back up into the starry night and they were gone. I guess if we could all just relax and chill out then there really would be no more reason to fight so much.
Aya Fisk, signing off, it's time for my cat-nap.”


* * *

Author's thought.

This entire story was written based on the question, “Why does this cat climb up on my chest and purr, not letting me so much as clean up the house. I have to sit here while he purrs and naps.”

I know it doesn't work scientifically, or on so many other levels, but there you have it. Peace and God Bless.

May 11, 2010

JibJab's Release

Author's insert.

This is the first one I've ever done.  I have quickly edited it, and proofed it.  But I was waiting to hear back about if it was any good, and the three I asked never answered me.  So I take it to mean that it sucked, but there you have it.  I like it.  So there.

And the Story.
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JibJab's Release


“Jibjab, we need you downstairs.” The statement coming from a half seen dirty face, hidden in shadows and smelling of earth.

The wail drifting up from the nether realms “Its not working right!” She was always the one they chose. Cracking an eyelid, she groaned at the predawn light filtering down. It was always thus, overlooked by those who mattered, indispensible to those who couldn't help her.

She descended into the chaos to assess the situation again. Always a jury rigged solution in this place, this forgotten armpit of the world. It look's like that's what it's going to be again. Sighing, she sat down and folded herself back and under the silent and meancing accumulation of parts. As she squirmed to reach the parts that she needed to get at, twisting this way and that, she thought again of her impending termination date, when it would finally be all over for her.

Slippered toes shuffled up to rest beside her ear, a voice drifting down from somewhere above, “What'cha doin' JibJab?”

Jibjab, as she was called by the littlest ones, was the oldest of the remaining inhabitants of this place, the rest of the older ones had passed on, in their absence the were finally free of the opressive structure, the daily fight for breath and bread.

There. It's working again. The resiliant electrical hum of the motors coming online, the beeps of acknowledgement. She wished she could just leave well enough alone, they broke it, they can figure out how to fix it. She worked her way out of the tangle of clinging throttling lines, shuddering at the sudden cold air on her back.

As she tugged her shirt back down into place, she picked up the slippered toes and the freckeld face that when with them.

“Kelly, use your big girl words, not JibJab, Jennifer.”
A gnarled face leaned out of the opening to the kitchen, “thanks for fixing the cables for the little one's Jennifer, we'll miss you around here.”

Jennifer thought back to the years she's spent in the orphanage, and felt a tear well up in her eye, but getting adopted was the best thing that could happen to her. She looked forward to tonight, her first night in her new home.
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Let me know what you think.  Please.  Honesty is better than kindness.  If it sucked, say so, if you like it, tell me why.

Andre.

May 04, 2010

I shall Flash you. *grin*

Hiya all.

In an effort to hone my ability to write, fast and accurate, impact resistant and all that, I'm going to start putting flash fiction up here, I'm aiming for at least one per week.  I can send them from wherever I am on the globe via my phone, so hopefully this will work out.  I can't say for certain what genre they might fall into, or what tone, and all that, but I"ll give it my best shot.

Wish me luck and the inspiration from God.

until later

Andre.

May 02, 2010

Script Frenzy Toast

Wa whooo.... I gone done did it.  *grin*  made 100 pages of script in April, barely, and only by sheerest willpower some days.  'specially since we're busiest at that time of year anyhow.

So, as I mentioned, goodness knows how many posts ago, I was going to try doing script frenzy, now I don't claim to have enjoyed it as much as novel writing, and I'm not sure I like writing scripts, (format is all snakey and crap, no descriptive component except for telling the actors what they're supposed to be thinking so that they portray it that way)  and the structure is kinda odd, to say the least.  Anyhow, here's the formal document showing I did it.  Yay.


I would have to say the most enjoyable parts I wrote were the insane downhill rush in a pickup truck down a forest track by the two main male leads, and trying to create the female bond around the mutual issues from the past when I was trying to show the complexity of the two main female leads. (one's marrying the main male lead, and the other was the one dating him immediately prior to his taking up with the current one he's marrying)

Other than that, I needed to plot more, at least so I could have a line to follow (or ignore, but having a line there would have helped).

And on that note, I suppose I should at least put in more time on getting the damn thing finished so I can write it off and get moving on something more interesting.

Maybe a series of short stories about what goes on in EtherVille (where the etherbunnies live, and the origins of the ether-gnomes, those little guys that run packets back and forth around the internet)

Anyhow.  Gone for now, back later.  Thanks for listening.

Testing posting by e-mail

Well, you heard it. This is just a test post to see if and how this thing / process works.

Thanks for reading.

Andre.

April 29, 2010

progress

It's amazing what a person can achieve when they have enough energy drinks and some moderate determination, I've pulled a major push and put out 30 pages in the last 24 hours, and the next 24 will see me finished, ish.

see:  http://www.scriptfrenzy.org/eng/user/539286

k, gotta get back to work.

Andre

April 28, 2010

Should I try to do it? God only knows if I can make it.

Should I try to do it? God only knows if I can make it.

There are three days left in April, I need 50 pages, that's about 20 pages per day to be safe. so couple of hours each night.  I think I can make it, but....

oh hell, I don't know.  I've gotta get to work here, I'll let it percolate and then I'll be back to deal with what I'm feeling.

it's three hours since I wrote the first two lines above.  and now....


I can do this.  I can make the deadline.  I have 60 hours and 50 pages, that's a page per hour for safety.  so I'm out, no posting here until I'm done, then if I feel it, I'll up the whole damned thing up.

Bye for now.

Andre.

April 24, 2010

A determination

I will make it as a writer of fiction and other things.  I will sell something I wrote.

Now, having said that, I only have a couple of things in progress so far, most of the great ideas are floating around in my head, and that's were they've been for quite some time.

Umm...  First, to write.
Second to learn to review.
Third to learn to market one's self and one's work

Finally, to cash cheques as they come in, and invest that money against the future.

Good idea, let's see how it works in reality.

Andre.

April 20, 2010

Internet > Domain Name > Blogging > Domain Mane?

We live in an internet age, where most anybody who's under 80 years old knows what the internet is, and anybody who spends any time on the internet, for work or play, will know what a domain name is.

You have to pay domain hosts to carry your name, etc, etc.  It's all about money.

So in my typical fashion, I've transposed the letters again, and the image that sprang to mind was  was _odd_ to say the least.

Mane > Lion's Mane.  Follow?

Domain > Internet location

Domain Mane > fuzzy hairy bit around the selected domain?  not really well defined and kinda hard to get past.

A fuzzy hairy internet, somehow it seems to work as an analogy.

Sorry, I'll go back to work now.  Have fun with the image.

Andre.

April 13, 2010

A limerick in honor of my wife

A limerick, I thought I'd try to write a poem to my love, but, well, I'm not real classy, so here goes.

Self-Worth

There once was a boy from Burks Falls
Who didn't have near enough balls,
But he moved to BC
And there found his Sweetie,
Now he feels almost ten feet tall.




what do you think?  I actually chuckled out loud when I read it back to myself.  it's soo very bad, but it's a start,

Andre.

April 03, 2010

So, I find a need a plot outline.

Yup, I've caved, I need a plot outline, even in brief, to make this script thing work.
umm... not sure what or where to go with it all,

So far we have Jamie at the Dam realizing things are getting bad, and Mike in the tower, about to get a call from Jamie.

So, we have this little town Northfork, and the reservoir is boiling, and it's damaging the concrete dam, threatening the town, (this gives us two, or maybe three days tops to fix and resolve this issue.

Why is the dam boiling?  two options, one is that there is an environmental catastrophe looming and the second is that aliens are trying to do something and it's not working right, (their aim was off?)  Ohh.. how about merging realities instead of the ever popular divergent realities.

Now, where's the movie going to end?  Jamie and his betrothed get married, Mike is retired, wonder who else will show up and what they're going to be doing?

Plot A is what to do about the issue at the dam,
Plot B is Jamie and his fiancĂ©es plans.
Plot C is about Mike's running for town council or local government to "make a difference in the screwed up priorities of the local government"

So, why is the dam boiling?
I am leaning towards either the convergent realities or aliens, rather than the environmental thing.  If we have an environmental issue, it probably means moving the whole population due to dangers lingering after the fact.  And I suppose the convergent realities is going to be a stretch for most to grasp, even those who are open minded enough to accept such a reversal of situations, that leaves some form of extraterrestrial intervention.  Fair enough.

So it's aliens.  Why are aliens making the dam boil and how can we stop it and save the town?

Here's what I've come up with so far.  The Alien's cannot materialize on our level of existence yet, but they have picked up on our broadcasts (the nuclear explosions sent radiated pulses out that they picked up) so they're trying to communicate with us via radiated communications that are FTL due to having primitively punched through to subspace to transmit.  But we don't have the receiver's capable to receive and if we did, they're broadcasting a directed beam, they're in a holding position over Northfork (which just happened to be where they stopped when they got to Earth) , and the dam just happened to look like one of their receivers to them (Large gelatinous mass, capable of absorbing the signal, coupled to a moderate amount of electrical technology *the power station controls* so that it can be rendered legible)

I have no idea beyond a local university student home from college for the summer, able to "help" Jamie, they're high-school buddies, but it's going to take some time (most of the first day) to get this even straightened out for these guys, then the next day to set up the receiver, and finally the crowning point, culmination is when they can get a message understood and sent back, (through a jury rigged sending unit) and start communications.

 what means of communication?  how about a generic computer code translation? standard math cross communication?  Yeah, that'll work.  and the college guy can call in a favor from the computer hackers from back at college, and they'll run in enough computing power to make it work.  probably pull the staff and professors into this as well, we'll need them to authorize the equipment needed to make this work properly.

Ok, that's enough to go on for me.  I'll get back to the script.

When it's done, I have no delusions about being able to sell it, so I'll put it up here, and if someone with the skill can fix it and turn it into a movie, I'll pay good money to go see it.  I love these kind of push the bounds of the comfortable and known world.

Take care and God Bless.

Andre.

March 25, 2010

Let me open this blog entry by stating that I have no idea where it is headed. That's why I am typing it in a wordprocessor, I'll upload it to the correct blogsite later on. (writing? higher thoughts on consciousness and life? or petulant whining?)

Ok, it's probably not the petulant whining, but the other two are open game right now. Although I'm leaning towards setting out a rudimentary outline for the script I'm supposed to be creating in April. (April? what!?!? I work in public practice accounting, taxation time in Canada, April is NOT a good month to undertake something like this. Oh well, signed up, too late now.)


So here's what I have so far on the storyline I was thinking of transmuting in to a script, (it might work better)

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“Mike, we've got a problem!” Jamie's voice sounded panicked over the handheld radio they all carried as part of their park ranger outfit.

Jamie's voice snapped Mike out of the reverie he had sunken into while hiking to the top of the ranger tower on Madge's Hill. The old wooden firewatch tower loomed tall over the surrounding countryside as Mike broke from the treeline and started across the half mile firebreak line surrounding the tower. He hauled the radio out of it's holster and brought it up, “What's up kid?”

The only reply he got from the radio was a shriek of static and white noise. Odd, he thought, that almost sounded like deliberate interference. Making a mental note to try again from the top of the tower where there was a better line of sight to the dam where Jamie was supposed to be marking water levels and running the standard assessment tests on the resivioir that was the water supply for the town of Northfork down the valley.

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Not a bad opening, but obviously it's not in Script format. Hold on a few while I go and put it up in the right format.

Here's the next scene while we're at it.

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Jamie had reached the top of the dam and stood dumfounded, looking out over what was supposed to be several miles of placid water. The reservoir was supposedly complete inert, collecting the watershed of the surrounding valleys into a single body of water, the dam holding it all back, directing the flows out to the town down the valley, as well as providing hydro-electic power from the sluice gates.

Placid?..The questioning thought flitted whimsically across his mind as Jamie looked out over cubic miles of lakewater apparently sitting at a full rolling boil. What the hell is going on here? He reached out to pull the sampling station up out of the water, and he yelped as his fingers made contact with the hot chain.

Nursing a sore left hand, Jamie eased his gloves on and once again reached out for the chain to pull up the sampling station, realizing as he did so that the evident heat in the water was likely to have completely destroyed any effectiveness of the test kit. As the plastic cage came into view, Jamie sighed in resignation, looking forelornly at the melted twisted plastic remains.
Gingerly extracting the only intact instrument from the tangled mess, he noted that the temperature was a solid 100 degrees celcius, so apparently the water was supposed to be boiling. But why? What could cause several acres of water to come to a boil?

Perplexed, Jamie stood and started to climb down the ladder to the base of the dam, on his way to check the power-substation before heading back to base.

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Now I have to figure out how to use the program Celtx.
See you all later.

Andre.

March 04, 2010

Refocusing the past

October, 27, 2009.

That was the date of the first post on here.  I just reread it and realized that while my conscious intentions of late were to use this place to air my creative jaunts, the original stated purpose was to give those pesky little voices in my head somewhere to be heard. Nothing to do with my super-ego at all, but rather a sandbox for Andre Nonymous' back brain personalities to get up, get out and play.

I have to go re-read some other things as well, if you read it and it's missing later, I've nuked it.  If you really wanted to see it again, e-mail me I'"ve got it stashed around here somewhere in an archive.

Anyhow, not into typing right now, gotta get to work.

Until later.

Andre.

February 22, 2010

The Wrimo Report

Hey y'all, since I can't justify submitting this to the actual NaNoWriMo site, so I thought I'd put up my wrimo report  here for the edification of....  well....  ok, who am I kidding, it's for me.  I had to put it in perspective so that I can  get on with my life, and with my story.

maybe after this I'll put up the next chapter, first draft anyhow, it'll likely get completely cut and re-written before I feel it's good enough for anyone else to read.

So, the WriMo report.

I have a crazy relative, she's my mom.  Now, don't get me wrong, it's not like she rants and should be locked up.  After all, doing so would deprive so many of us of a much needed and loved crazy person in our lives.  But, see, the thing here is that she has always been not normal as defined by society.  I blame her for the voices.  The voices made me do it!  I realize that that sounds like a lame excuse, but those same voices that took root in my mind early on in formative years are still there.  And no amount of social programming appears to be able to drive them into submission.

And so, come late October life is stressing, children are teething (after both toddlers wrapping up the most recent influenza bout), and the voices in my head are starting to sound saner than I am feeling.

Time to round up the good old boys and hit the bars, ... , umm, nope, they've all grown up, moved away, and had kids of their own, that ain't gonna work.
How about ...  Nope, that's out as well,
Then from the next office a little voice starts arguing with itself,
"you don't have time!"
"But I want to...  please?"
"No, we agreed to be sensible, besides you already have three on the go and your publishers want the first two in by the end of November!"
"I don't care, I"ll just do it behind my back, see if I care.  And besides, I can't stop me anyhow."

Realizing that I had followed that entire conversation without once losing track of what was happening, I began to worry, really worry.  However, being less conservative than I should sometimes, I poked my head around the corner to ask if everything was alright.
The answer came back, as sane as you please, "Yup, just trying to talk myself into/out of NaNoWriMo this year."
"Oh, fair enough.  I'll leave you to it then."

NaNoWriMo?  Time to get Google online, ....,  Ahhhh, there it is....  ohhhhh ...  a place for those voices to burst out of my head, and if I do it right, they'll hit the page and it'll all be ok.

The rest is history as they say, late nights, early mornings, kids were sick throughout, family life was even more demanding than usual, and of course it didn't help that my wife and I were having troubles at the beginning of the month.
But ... with 3 days remaining, I hit 50,000 and didn't notice.  At about noon on the final day I uploaded the whole manuscript and verified at just over 51 thousand, with about 25k left to wrap up the book.

So yeah, it was crazy, it was demanding and draining, and nobody else understands why in creation I would undertake such a pointless task, but to me there was purpose, and the voices that refuse to behave..?  Well, at least they're mollified with being able to be heard, and from that they've agreed not to try to twist me into a lunatic.  So I guess it's a wash.

Goodnight,

Andre.

January 11, 2010

Poetry? Yeah, nope. Sorry, not poetic. I tried.

I was going to try a shot at poetry this morning, a sonnet to my beautiful wife?  a limerick to my 12 year old son who keeps getting up each morning, with only a minimal amount of procrastination, I don't really know.  but poetry is just not in my purview today.  Sorry.

I don't look like a poet, I don't have the angst to be a good poet, it's supposed to be 5-10 degrees all week, sunny and raining in turns, it's January for crying out loud.  In Canada!  a week of positive temperatures?  that's nuts, where is the world going?

I'm going to blast through a quick short on this later on today and post it next. later on this afternoon.

I've gotta get to work in order to justify the time for it tho.  Until then, stay cool.  *grin*

Andre.